Well today I just decided as of monday im going to start my fasting. Which will go on for 3 days. I know I can do it. I really suck when it come to my will power. I know it would be a little easier to lose weight if I lived on my own. That day will soon come until I just need to focus on keeping busy so that I dont eat. Mon-wed I will be job hunting, which reminds me, I have to get the sunday paper today so that I can start my resume faxing. Today I really want to eat a nice breakfast since that will be the end of any good fulfilling meals until I reach my goal.
I currently weight 227.5lbs.
My short term goal is 215lbs by 11/13/05. Not sure If thats enough or too much time but it sounds fair in my head.
My long term goal is 180lbs.
Never been that then but it sounds nice.
Its sad but the lowest I ever remember weighing is 210 and that was in 10th grade. Ive alway been fat and pathetic I need a change, a new life. I want to be wanted and loved.