It feels good to see people who are going through the same battles that I am with my weight and the way people see you. The bad thing is that I feel like im the biggest failure of all. Everybody is way smaller than me and it makes me to ashamed to post me weight. Im 5"11 and weight 227lbs and theres nobody as big as me that can relate. I use to weigh 260 so I came a long way but Its just not good enough. I need more thinspiration. I have no control over my life what so ever. Me and my bf's relationship is going dwn the drain, I cant keeep a job and Im fat as fuck. Thinking about trying out drugs too supress my appettite.